« Thursday January 04, 2007 Main Page Bad Bad Bad News »

Monday January 8, 2007

Dear James,

The cycle of my disappointment is getting smaller and smaller. These days, more than before, I am thinking about future, my school, job, and money.
When kids graduate form high schools and are fresh in colleges, they think about changing the world and some of them really do, but when I have to start all over again in my 25th it is getting harder to think like that. I live in real world more than my drams. I went to three majors till now, civil engineering, low, and sociology. I love the major I study now. It is the best fit for my interest. But the question is what can I do with for example BA in sociology? I do want to continue to get my PHD in it, but life is not as easy as typing. I wish getting to that is as much as easy as talking about that. Vahid is still not sure too. I feel responsible for thinking about that too.
We are 25. I know we are young, healthy and having long journey ahead, but…

These days, more than any other days, I wanna do something with my hand. I am tired of these damn computers. I wanna do something in real world. Auto mechanic, plumbing, carpeting, nursing, walk dogs, or just do something outdoors.

It is my dream to have a small café, but I want to keep this dream for my retirement. I use to have a friend who told me in my cycles that I am not in race with my self nor anybody else.
It is stupid to think being a milliner in one night. I know that, but also I want to know my path is going to a safe and secure financial place.


Lets make some coffee….

8, 2007 02:02


Post a comment

(If you haven't left a comment here before, you may need to be approved by the site owner before your comment will appear. Until then, it won't appear on the entry. Thanks for waiting.)